Hot fun in the summertime.

Wow. Hey! I just like to appologize for the lack of updates. I'm here now so it's all good. Things have been pretty crazy on this end. School is over for the summer and I've moved back home...but if you looked at my bedroom it looks like I haven't even unpacked yet. Maybe I should get on that. I did pretty well in school this semester. I gave all of my presentations and lived. Of course I would live even though I wanted to crawl under a rock and not come out until my 87th birthday. Since school has been over I've just been working a lot. I worked at a preschool for their last two weeks before they were done for summer. It was pretty fun and the kids in my class were all cute. Although the kids were good, the some of parents should be going to preschool because of their lack of manners. Like really? You can't say "thank you" or even "bye" when you leave? Awesome. Now that the preschool is over, I've just been hanging out a lot. I have a pretty sweet work schedual since I have 3 days off in a row :D. TOTALLY AWESOME!

So you really want to know the update on my last post? Yes I'm still taking medication for my anxiety. Although its only a small dose, it's helped me a lot. When I have a presentation due I don't want to run out of the room screaming or crawl into a ball in the corner of the room looking for my mom. I kind of enjoy it. It's like playing a gig except theres no music and I'm the only one on stage. My counselor at school is pretty proud of me. She's totally been the support I needed. But hey , thats what she does right?

Here's my new problem. Boys. Yes, boys. I know girls can be confusing but man, I don't get guys. The good thing about my lack of anxiety is that I can get out there and date a little...which I have been. I usually get to a second date but after that is like they fall off the face of the earth. Seriously. I'll get a million texts on day and the next nothing. Awesome. Great. Thanks. You know what else is awesome? When they move away. Chyeah. In the past year there has been 3 guys that moved away. One to Virginia, one to New York, and one to Barbados. Like really? Do I really smell THAT bad? I feel like the anti-boy fairy came to me one night an sprayed me with boy repellant that makes them run for the hills when we are within 15ft of each other. Thanks fairy...thanks.

Lately I've been focusing on other things such as...ps3. Yeah, you know thats cool. In the past few days I've moved from a level 18 to a level 32 in Call of Duty. chyeah buddy.

Hope all is good on your end.

--X.



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